You should wake up in the morning with a fresh mind and walk out from your home to contribute something to this world and to achieve something in working environment and life before its too late to do something. Be cheerful while working, turn the unpleasant to pleasant at work which you feel very lazy. arent your ego not challenged then come and see me. If you work is not full filling your dream then we will work out what it is necessary to make it challenging and fulfilling so that you will not feel lazy to come to work. Remember you contribute to your surrounding and you shape your life. Its again how you want to shape and how you look at it which will make the difference. Have some enjoyment Kham, what is it which bothering you, you got the talent, you are blocking it yourself by your personality. Put it to work and you might see better chance will be flowing. Dont just plan to success, put it to success and work it to success. Read some encouraging stuff on the NET. May your life be more enjoyable and better. Just a piece of advise to improve and be competent. Wake Up men!!!!!